I keep having this recurring dream that I am on a large sailing ship and I am going to see the ocean castle.

I never get to see it.

The ship overturns and I get into a rowboat and row for days.

I crawl slowly into a cave to rest. There are very old drawings on the walls of the cave. I wonder if they are mine?

From my tilted-head I look out on the ocean and the rowboat.

I don't know if the dream is from a previous life, my current life or a future life. I am stuck with the feeling that I have made no progress -this endless series of lifes is supposed to teach me something isn't it?